real men wear burnt siena

for the past few days i haven’t felt like doing much of anything, so forgive me for not posting. the weather has been bleh and cold; we even had flurries this morning, or so maria (my caregiver) said. i think the problems i’ve been having are my heating/ac’s fault. there is mold or some kind of gunk in the vent deal. i’ve told my goddamned landlord, but she wants to wait and replace it when i get new carpet. maybe i will get lucky and get the mold AIDS so i can sue for a fuffilion dollars to spend on stuff for my final days.

of course i don’t want the AIDS. chalk that up for a ragan fox moment, and for those of you who do have the HIV or the AIDS i’m not being flippant, ignoring the devarity of the disease and not that mine equates what some yours, but i know how it is to live with something no one can fix. or can they? ah, the great conspiracy theories.

no, this in your face entry is not going to be about conspiracy theories, but if you’re looking for those or other urban legends check out Snopes.com for that stuff. what i want to discuss is insurance shit and how the govenment enjoys taking a huge steaming pile of caa-caa on those of us that need more medical help than most. it makes no sense to me the process of how the government goes about deciding who gets what. i remember when my sister was born, having three holes in her heart and down syndrome and the tries it took mom to get her on medicaid to cover the costs of her medical costs. i think she was denied three thimes before she got on. there was no hidden adgenda behind it; she would probably die without help form uncle sam.

when i was diagnossed with my disease at fourteen mom thought she was in for the long haul again to get me insurance, but nope, first time i was approved. NOW IF THAT AIN’T A BUCH OF BULLSHIT. land of the free and home of the bullshit! yeah, that last line was dumb, but it’s true. why does the goventment treat us so conditionally? it seems as though you have to be rich before the govenment even notices you, and then they give out free things. i didn’t come from a rich family. we shopped at walmart for clothes, not even able to go to taget’ for fancier things, like baggy pants. those were in style when i was in elementary school.

ok, point of order, why cant the legal US residents get free or low cost health insurance, not just a small margin of the people? if they can give it to me, then why not everyone? and don’t make the excuse that their is a war going on–but i’m not getting into that. if you want war stuff look for it in another blog. there is nothing more that i hate more is people who blab on and on about the war. war=bad.

Yeah this was a dull post, so to make it up to you, enjoy the following:

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